i was going to end the night ever so perfectly with naz

until i saw you

wipe that fucking little smirk you had on

dad said i shouldnt be rude

but i cant help it

i should have fucking slapped you in the face when i had the chance to do so

"oh i need the attention"

"oh guys are waiting and dying to get to know me"

what the hell were you thinking when you told the old lady all these?

well obviously you weren't

for one, you made yourself look so cheap

two, you made yourself sound like a stupid dumb goon

three, you make people think of yourself as a very weak person

four, after abt a week later you said you were in love with someone else, wow someone moved on pretty fast, you were obviously cheating and lying

stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid

oh hell yeah i could go on and on calling you stupid a hundred thousands of times

but let's not waste my time shall we?

ladies and to whoever reads this stupid blog of mine

i do understand, as a women, i do agree we do need the attention of our significant other

but we cant expect them to be there for us every min or every goddamn freaking second

agreed?

we as women have to learn how to be independent

dont you agree?

be it man or women, i believe as an individual

everyone has to learn to be independent

you cant be too dependent simply because you would at your own loosing end

you have to stand on your own two freaking feet, you definitely cant have people to carry you around all the time

am i not right?

but do you really think you will die from not getting the so called "attention" that you need?

what if the current person now isnt able to give you the attention that you desire?

what if he leaves you cos you are expecting too much "attention"

well girl, i think know what you would do

"oh i'll go find myself another attention giver, because people are dying to know me"

then you'd probably can go skip to the loo lah hey hey or however the hell that nursery ryhme goes

if you really need the attention my dear, pls do this

go to popular

i believe they sell huge drawing block or coloured paper

use a coloured marker pen

and write these words clearly and make it huge please

"I AM AN ATTENTION SEEKER, I AM IN NEED OF ATTENTION, PLS GIVE ME SOME OR I'LL DIE"

nice slogan huh?

or simply take a non waterproof black marker pen and write the message on your freaking forehead

one more thing, what if the person is able and willingly gives you all the attention that you need

(enjoy while you still can my dear, enjoy it while you still can)

but what if one day he/she doesnt do the same anymore due to whatever reasons he/she might have?

anyway how does that cops jingle goes?

watcha gonna do, watcha gonna do when they come for you

but oh no

in this case it would be

watcha gonna do, watcha gonna do, oh no boohoo

really, watcha gonna do babe, go cry me a river like how justin told britney to do

yes, this is for you

it's 234am right now

im already stoked about playing l4d later in the afternoon