Saturday, September 26, 2009 (Saturday, September 26, 2009)

this is the first ever freaking raya that i have managed to get the CORRECT foundation which matches my skin without making myself look like some sickly dark person trying to look too freaking white
big yeah for me!



look at these 2
i called them
"eh faster i want to take picture of you two"
within a split second they quickly posed for me
hahah
so mentel



i didnt take that much, well simply because im not really bothered too
and i really need to get myself a new and better camera



yesterday after coming back home from work
mom and dad told me that one of my uncles just passed away
not really a close related one, but still
is it just me or that i seem to notice that there are alot of people passing away recently


even on onsugar a couple of the ladies whose relatives passed away before and during raya itself
see how life can be so unpredictable at times?


i might just be here doing my usual boring entries on blogger and maybe the next i might just not be here anymore
how scary is that?

and dad told me during the first day of raya, atuk said he wanted to take awhole bunch of family pictures using his handphone
reason being is because he's going for Haji and he wants to atleast have his family pictures with him just in case if he doesnt come back
god pls let my atuk be safe



gosh, look at my stomach
im 20 and my body looks like i've fucking given birth to 3


and here are the only 3 pictures of naz extremely small birthday celebration
well you cant really call it a celebration
i only got him a birthday cake
-_________-, i know i feel the same way too


somehow i now prefer blogging over at onsugar then on blogger
should i or should i not just delete my blogger account?

i miss naz
=(
it feels like i havent seen him since forever
i might just drive over to pasir ris tonight
but we'll see


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who: decayedFairytale
what: XOXOXOX