have you ever had that weird feeling?

i do not know how to describe it

but yeah, let's just keep it at weird feeling

eventhough im back at deli, somehow i feel like im missing out on something

weird, weird

and and and

what's even more weirder

is there really a need to distant(distance?fuck i'll go with the first) yourself away?

im not even sure if the line above is in fucking perfect english

but hell

i really need another job

no infact i dont really need another job

let me rephrase that

i need a FULL TIME job

i hate having to work 5 hours every mon - thurs

i hate having to earn only a measly 4.50 per hour

i hate to not have money to buy the things i want

so yes, im turning more into a sour, bitter fats every single freaking day just thinking on how to goddamn get a proper job

and you know what?

how i wished i was still in school and only had to worry about assignments and exams

not worrying on how to get jobs with my stupid higher nitec cert

yeah maybe among all of you, im probably the most lowest educated person

but well, let's just say fuck it, ok?

why the hell would a simple admin job which only does data entry and filing need a fucking diploma or degree?

what, dont tell me they teach you how to type or file while you were taking your course

yeah pissed pissed pissed

and why out of the whole gazzilion people out there

i had to be born with stupid unintelligent brains with a stupid cert

yes fuck it again

oh well

atleast there is something for me to look forward too after all of that negativity above

saturday i'll be off to imm with naz going to the akira sale

gonna go get myself a $14 rechargeble lamp lantern

and there's a cosmetic sale

like hello?, UP TO 80% OFF

are you freaking retarded?

whether you like makeup or not

whether you like/love the brand or not

just go will you?

like i said you're a freaking retard if you dont go

so yeah

no no, dont worry im fine

way too fine to be loosing my cool

(well have already lost it in the first few paras)

also, to those involve

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