Monday, August 04, 2008 (Monday, August 04, 2008)

and i just fucking realized how badly you played behind my back old man
you're married now huh?
and i do know who the girl is

somehow, i do believe whatever's between you and her have already started even when i still with you
everything was right there infront of me
but i didnt see it coming
how dumb can you be fats?

thank you ever so much for playing me out like this
and now i finally see you were only with me because of the money
its ok, i wont ask for whatever i've given
cause firstly
i dont think you and your mom or even your current gf can afford to pay me back what you owe
and shit, you still havent paid my dad's load yet
you're definitely one thick skin son of a bitch

and fyi
your untie didnt pay for your car practical lessons
I DID
i was the one who had to pay her back
did you know that?
did your darling mom ever tell you that?
yes you stupid dickhead
i paid your makcik's 300bucks back
i posted my blog url at my shoutout and i fucking hope you read this

and just because you had that bike accident
and you had another 700bucks to pay
i couldnt help, what did you say?
i was hopeless, sume tk bole harap
wow, im hopeless?
you should look at yourself in the mirror old man

who's the one paying for every meal when we went out?
who paid your stupid fine because your stupid number plate couldnt be seen?
who had to give you money to everytime you wanted to pump petrol?
who helped you and kept transferring money everytime you said your mom was sick?
who gave you money whenever you didnt have any to even eat?
I DID
you fucking asshole
and what did your mom say?
aku dgn kau tkde ikatan
no ties huh nasir?
anyone in their right mind would have given you and your mom a tight slap across the face
if i didnt have any ties with you, why ask me for money?
why ask me for help every single month
sometimes the both of you really need to think before you start to speak
but Mohammad Nasir
dont you worry
like i what i told you when i was once with you
I WONT ASK FOR A SINGLE CENT BACK
i'll take it as if i donated to the poor
no wonder both you and your mom have never had an easy life
cause the only the both of you know what to do is to keep on lying
till all your lies builds up and you got stuck
and what was that again about you working at mediacorp?
that was all lies
i caught you
you lied about your name
your work
basically everything
and i still stuck by your side then
and i wasted 2 years of my life with you
thinking what we had could last

but no, i wont be crying over you anymore
i wont be thinking of you any longer
finally i've managed to knock some fucking sense into my head
and one more thing
i've noticed, betulnya gila puki muda?
hah, damn i was slow
i should have left you long ago

but really thank you for playing me out like this
thank you nasir really
you're the type of person who does no wrong right?
even with the conversation
its your god damn fucking own fault
and somehow you've managed to push it all back to me

not saying that i dont have any flaws when we were together
i made loads
but for you to be treating me that way

what was that again?
ade lagi 13 pompan nkkan kau?
im sure they'll be glad to have you
oh no wait
one of them already got you
too bad for the other 12
and what's the reason they like you?
if im not mistaken
cause you're a simply guy
too simple if you ask me

you deserve your current girlfriend
im sure she can make you way happier than i could ever have done
and i do hope the both of you have a long lasting relationship
and lastly, if you had any conscience son of a bitch
atleast have the decency to pay my dad's money back
for someone who has only met dad once and to be asking for money
3 words
FUCKING THICK SKIN

no wait and i hope you're reading this
maybe your mom too
but no think of me as a sadist
cause im not
and im glad its over between you and me

i cant believe i actually fell in love with you
and ppl
learn from my mistake
once a guy starts asking for money
leave him
cause no matter how you've help
you'll never be appreciated
it was all a pretence nasir from you
thank you
thank you so much for making me think that you loved me
what can i say?
i was up against so many other beautiful bitches
you were probably regretting being with me
i can understand, really
poor you, having me by your side back then
i was probably a burden to you

and im sure you were fucking glad when you called the relationship off
you were probably praying for it to happen
well it has
im sure you feel relieved about it

maybe someday if you happen to see me outside
do let me know of all the other things you have lied to me about
i'll be looking forward to it

no secrets to be told

who: decayedFairytale
what: XOXOXOX