Saturday, July 19, 2008 (Saturday, July 19, 2008)

went to town with a friend=)
thank you for everything
and im really sorry i was extremely quiet

got to meet up with my former incharge at fox
i miss you lah untie winnie!miss you too v-pha
and i promise to come visit you guys next week

so yeah, i nearly ran into the shop when i saw untie
fats was almost jumping up and down
but no, tetap maintain, muka mane nak letak kalau org nampak aku lompak cam berok gorilla

untie's still the same bubbly kickass person
still calling me "kawan" and "girl"
well she cant possibly call me boy right?
sometimes i do applaud myself for sounding stupid

and i still clearly remember how she used to tell me she was popular when she was younger
telling me how alot of malay guys asked for her number back then
very thick skin lah untie, alamak man you
and yeah, how she told me to kick the old man to the curb and to move on

thinking about it back
if i hadnt listen to you, thinking that i wanted to save "us"
i would probably be happier
if given a choice, i would rather work at fox with the 1050 pay they offered me
atleast i would have had untie there with me

dad's watching a malay debate
and yeah what he said is probably true
if i were to be in the debate
there would be definitely a few fuck you's coming out from my mouth
i might even hit someone in the face
fats too hot tempered to be in debates

and i've thought about it
on my birthday, i'd be going to visit late granddad's grave, grandma's too
so i'll skip the celebrating
it will be a year since atok left us
and i miss you, and yeah, i've never told anyone
but i do feel like a jinx
having your grandad pass away on your 18 birthday
isnt the best feeling
i would do anything to have you and grandma back
i really would
miss you both, love you

so yups, fats out
nights y'all

no secrets to be told

who: decayedFairytale
what: XOXOXOX