work was alright

quite hectic

and i was probably almost breaking the keyboard

tapping on all the fucking alphabets and numbers

and how my fingers were itching to rip them all out

and yes, i've made up my mind

i'll go get the hair extensions that i wanted

i'm gonna put in a few blues and greens

how bout that?

i havent been getting enough sleep

yesterday night i was probably trying to smoke myself to death

one stick after another

how calming it actually felt

parents now know im smoking

mom ransacked my bag and found the pack of viceroys

dad wasnt even angry

just told me to try to gradually stop

i'll try, no promises

its the only thing keeping me sane right now

and yeah, its going to be harder than i thought

fuck everything