i find myself sleeping soundly one moment

waking up crying the next

didnt realize you would have that kind effect on me babes

and i thought i could fucking get over you

and hey fats, since when did you become so emotinal?

fuck it

im meeting my wonderous this coming saturday

and on sunday

im going to meet one of my bestests babes

what more can a bitch ask for?

i've been contemplating on the offer made by a friend

its ever so tempting

but im sorry babes

i've got to turn it down

i do want it, needing it more likely

i'll call if i have the sudden urge to be a cracked up whore