i've been a cigarette virgin eversince i started work at ryder

and not being able to smoke as and when i like is killing me

the workload is making me more frustrated then ever

and not having to curse or swear loudly whenever i feel like it

its frustrating, irritating to the core, to the butt

sitting down infront the com for donkey hours straight

its making my butt grow more hair

ok not to that extend, i was just joking idiot

i miss them people

i'll visit you guys at work this sunday

allow myself some alone time

and i definitely need to loosen up abit before monday comes again

when i was a young girl, i've always dreamnt of being like belle in beauty and the beast

living in a fairy tale, having to get myself a handsome prince and living in a happily ever after life

cam feeling-feeling perasaan jubo lah dulu

but i guess there's no such thing as happily ever after

and somehow getting to see a certain someone at work makes me happy

but damn, dad had to open his mouth and say im unavailable

this is not good, not good at all

very the fed up man

today's entry is extremely useless

like every other post i've ever made

love y'all

nights