Sunday, April 27, 2008 (Sunday, April 27, 2008)
im really exhausted
i dont think i feel well
it was nice of patawan to ask me if i was ok
thank you
and yeah IF only i had someone like him
maybe my life would be better
i wont be crying every other day
torturing myself with thoughts of you
i loved you, but it doesnt feel the same anymore
its hard for me to leave you now
but maybe someday i will
as for right now
i wish you'd just fucking die
maybe by you dying it will put an end to all my misery
fuck you and fuck everyone that has anything to do with you
you're pathetic and you're fucking cheap
definitely the most biggest mistake i have ever made in my life