in the library right now
checked my emails and i hate the fucking fact that the com at home is rosak
and yes again, the dont know how many fucking times, the com decided to go dead on me
thank you ever so much com

had lunch at deli
i'll be working later
met dude yesterday, it was ok
didnt really go jumping up and down when i met him
funny huh

so yeah, spent a good (i think) 4-5 hours with him
as usual and then also as usual he sends me back home
yippee *inserts fats most sarcastic boring face here*

we did talk, i mean literally sat down and talk
mostly it was about him
and if its about him
some of my closests friends would know what the problem is about
sorry what? something to do with cash you say
you dead right ppl

its funny how i tell my friends how i do not wish to help him anymore
but at the same time, aku tk sampai hati if i didnt
my dad used to say, kalau org susah kita bantu
bila kita susah, that person will help us back

to be in my situation and when i think about it
i dont think that someone will ever help me if i had cash situations

dude ask me
"awak nk lame-lame tk dgn saye"
me, in my head "yelah bodo, then aku nk lame-lame dgn sape? babi?"
no i didnt say that
just said yes

and i guess i do understand your money problems now
one more thing, i think your mom's a hypocrite sad to say
no wait, you and your mom are both hypocrites in your own bloody shit way
i still love you though, or i think i do

and i dont like your other group of people
i feel like my privacy's have been intruded
and you ppl should get a life
lame shit