had 5 hours of kickass accounting
and my head was buzzing by the end of the lesson
felt heavy and i got a freaking headache when i got home

and yeah, i spent the night doing audit and abit of the last qn for accounts
i give up, i'll start proper "rushing and killing myself" revision tomorow
my finals are in 2 weeks time and i only have to take 2 papers
and its making me vomit shit

if i were sick, my condition would be
hyperventilating and having a serious fucking heart attack
but no i'll keep it cool, pretend like im not suffering

time check:1057
my heads spinning, i feel like taking a fucking long drag at my menthols
maybe that'll help, hopefully

and im crossing fingers and toes hoping everyone gets to meet this friday
i really need those people to be there, i want and need the laughter
cause i feel like im draining away, the stress and everything else on my mind is killing me

so fats out
gd night and i hope i dont freaking dream of ng tt
i had nightmares about "the person" the other night, scary

and yeah, my posts are getting quite short
i'll lengthen them when i've got a whole lot of bullpie to spill

and about what you people dont know about
only me myself and i
my mind's in a mess, i feel i should be by myself
im confused, go away now, shoo-shoo