woke up around 11plus
followed dad to nuh, wanted to get his medicine
but wasnt able to because the doctor who prescribed him the medicine wast there
so yeah, dad got bingit and his headaches started again

lunched at imm
had burger king's mushroom swiss - heavenly i tell you
headed back home after that
and yes, total boredom started

bathed, used the computer, watched abit of tv
played a game called "ugly-ugly" kecik
don't even think of asking me how to play that game
cant be bothered to explain it to you

im fucking broke
and im in real need of cash
i want to go out and enjoy myself, but no cant
simply because im fucking broke
B-R-O-K-E
and i just realised that i got my pay 2 weeks back
and now its all gone, wow, great, amazing, fantastic

and pls stop bombarding me with your money problems
i've had enough of it
im bored, fucking bored, tired
its always one after another and when will it ever stop
shut up and dont come look for me
i've had enough, no more pls

and its the 1st day of my holidays and im already not enjoying it
fuck to everything and go to hell

right now the only thing that im really hoping and looking forward to is -
mom might be getting me a psp, *crossing fingers*
i'll pay you back, promise

kecik will be going to pasir ris park tomorow together with mom and the kids at the centre
i want to go, but dont think i can leave dad alone at home
in case he has one of his episodes
and decides he needs to go to the hospital - hopefully not
so yeah, tell me how am i suppose to enjoy my 3 weeks holidays
huge bummer