ok so im here at the computer, waled abit to the kitchen to hang my clothes and pants
and all of a sudden, this weird and strong smell just sort of appeared
no its not the pontianak or whatever hantu
my dad farted while SLEEPING and yes the smell diffuses into the air, in the living room, to the kitchen
very the alamak this old man

and yeah, saw aisyah again
asked her if there was any vacancy at ntuc
told me her pay is 5 bucks per hour
aku pon nk lah sial
keje dgn nyonya rock pon aku nak lah bodo

told mak tiri if there was vacancy at ntuc, i wanted to shift over
and she said
mak tiri: "ah, can-can, but weekends i reserve you ah, you can work weekdays"
*kepale otak tiang lampu rumah kau pat keat hong

translation in english
*your head, lamp post your house at keat hong
lame, so what, korang bace jugak
huuhuu

and like alot of people, i really and seriously from the bottom of my heart - feeling man
do not wish, no longer, dah tknk, dah cukup puas keje at delifrance
im just waiting for time to pass by very quickly till i find and start a full time job

and come to think of it
its already december, school will be starting on 7 Jan 2008
after which, another 2 more months, i'll be graduating
scary, no not the correct word to use
FRIGHTENING, MENYERAMKAN, MEN-NIGHTMAREKAN
well ok, no such word

i miss dude
and yes, i had a very nice alone time with you

and oh yes, i suddenly remembered
when arwah nenek was still around, when i was very young
she used to ask me to cabut her white hair, when all her hair was white
and in my tiny peabrain mind i used to think
which will i have to pluck, since nenek had a head full of white hair
nenek would then take my hand, place it on her head, an tell me to start there
funny aint it? and yeah, i've never ask nenek once why she ask me to do it
i miss my grandma and grandpa too
and i would do anything to have them back

im scared and how i wish i could turn back the clock
to where i was 6 or maybe 8, without a care in the world
running around like red ass baboons
sucking on a lollipop,with arwah nenek asking me to do things i don't wish to do
but i guess, its time to grow up and be a big girl now