firstly i would like to say
I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT LIKE AUDIT CASE
i dont hate it, but everytime the lesson start, my mood changes
im allergic to files and papers and dividers and green pen and red pen and ticks and whatnots
they suck, they make me itch

so after school, i mrt-ed and lrt-ed down to teckwhye
collected my stocks
went back to cck,bumped into joanna, met up with my buyers
went back home, bathed, scrubbed my armpits
changed, dad waited for me at the main road
sent me back to cck [had to meet another buyer]
bought dinner at lot one
dad bought us siblings, 4 zinger burgers and 2 shrooms
oh yes, there's a new pasta mania outlet at the toppest [no such word] level of lot one
and yes you might be saying
"bodo pe kau fat, skarang baru tau ade pasta mania"
why thank you

got paranoid boy his earpiece, and it cost me a stupid neh-neh 15 bucks for something that we stuck in our stupid freakish ears so we can hear britney sing "gimme gimme more"
big whoopping neh-neh
and yes i made payment for the birthday cuppies already
and after calculating all the payments and upcoming expenses that i might have
I PROCLAIM MYSELF FUCKING BROKE
and yes, to all dear ones, if any would like to donate to fats charity fund
pls call 90**23** and i will let you know my bank account number so you can make your,
"oh-so-ever-kind-donations"

and yes im starting to freak out
i'll be graduating in a few months time
i've been going to school religiously every single day, never missed any classes
but i have yet to absorb anything that has been taught to me these past few weeks
im only pretending to know what people think i know, but in actual fact i dont know what i know and i dont know what people want me to know
and yes the above line do not make any sense at all
so forget that

i dont feel to good these past few days
my neck's aching, feels like something is sitting on it
im getting headaches very easily
getting easily irritated
my stupid fat arse is itching - well ok, actually no
stupid bangs of mine are growing longer, and im too fucked up lazy to trim it
my babats are multiplying, folding over one another
my extras are spilling over all my jeans and skirt and i look like a fucking big walrus

im tired and im waiting for dude to call
hotmail is being a huge bitch, i cant read my emails
i keep clicking and it wont open
stupid, big dumb fuck

oh yes, i saw mak tiri
brought kecik along to check my schedule
got her this bubblegum flavoured drink and mudpie flurry which she didnt finish
kalau buang duit aku, kau nombor satu
kecik will be going camping with mom
she showed me her "list of things to bring"
and started babbling to me how hard it will be for her to find the things on the list and to pack them

kecik: "aiya, so many things i need to bring, where to find all 22 items?"

me: "toothpaste,toothbrush,shampoo,soap can be found in the toilet, your pjs,tees, underwear,shorts can be found in your cupboard, tidbits you can go ask mom to get it for you, $10 pocket money, go ask papa for it, sleeping bag its in the store room, slippers,shoes its outside at the shoe rack.... [and the list goes on and on..]

kecik: "oi you forgot the knapsack, where to get the knapsack"

me: "mane aku tau? just use your school bag lah"

kecik: "cannot lah, it must be a knapsack lah"

me: "who say?stupid or what, oh i know, no knapsack nvrmind, kau gi pkai potato sack, you can jumpe it at the kedai sell vegetable, mwahahahahahaha"

kecik: "what potato sack? what kedai sell vegetable crazy ah, mwahahahahahaha"

and the conversion didnt just end there, too long to type lah
and yeah, very lame conversation, and kecik was laughing very hard when i told her to use a potato sack, and yes lame, shut up



and i just realized typed a very long and confused entry
before i get anymore confused and lame and longer

gd night people
sweet dreams