mom said something that pissed me off
well excuse me, i wont be earning a pathetic 600 bucks after i graduate
just because your friend's daughter is in uni, you DONT HAVE to say all these things to me
and yah HELLO, aku hanya gurau je tadi
cant you take a joke?

well IM SO FUCKING SORRY i didnt do well as you expected
and im sorry i shamed you by going to ite
and im so damn fucking sorry you have me, your stupid fucking daughter
gosh, at times, you're so stupidly lame
i know you're not proud of me, all you do is tell people about paranoid boy
btw paranoid boy=my brother
so what he goes to poly, its not my damn mother fucking business

and yah hello, im doing way better than i was before
so watch your mouth and dont spout nonsense infront of my face

and yes, one more thing
I DO SO FUCKING KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO AFTER I GRADUATE
already told you MANY TIMES, its not like you'd listen
aku nak keje pat bank, start off as those front tellers and make my way up
and i will be taking a private diploma
but dont worry, i wont take a single cent from you, i'll make sure of that

and you know what mom?
i promise i'll make you eat your words back and swallow them hard
i'll damn fucking make sure i will be succesful in life
i'll be even better than paranoid boy
i dont like being compared, not now, not ever
you want someone smart to be your daughter, GO ADOPT ONE
bummer

wont be meeting dude tomorow
he's got to go to work early
-.-, huge bummer
we'll see if i'll meet you this friday
i'll be working in the afternoon, might be tired and not in the mood

and yeah, one more thing

-to you
you've changed, everyone can see that, even a blind person can
you've changed into a typical i must say
pathetic really, you were'nt like this when we first all knew you
maybe due to the stupid influences you have around you
seriously speaking, i cant really be bothered
cause i've got my own problems and dont want to add on anymore bulk to my load
but as a friend, right now all i can say is PATHETIC
there's no effort made anywhere

-to some others
some only know how to babble
but in true reality, they can't do it
they can only DREAM and FANTASIZE about it
and yeah, when i look at you people and hear the stories that i've heard
again i must say, PATHETIC
not to be rude, but GET A LIFE
sometimes when you say the things you say,
do you actually think you're talking to a bunch of idiots?
you guys area making yourself look damn stupid

im already frustrated enough
whatever to you people
and yes im getting out of my blog now
sheesh